She Left With One Suitcase After His 4:30 A.M. Divorce Demand-xurixuri

The front door clicked open at exactly 4:30 a.m.

The sound slid through the kitchen like a crack in ice.

I remember because I had been staring at the microwave clock for nearly twenty minutes while my son slept against my chest.

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4:30.

Blue numbers glowing through burnt coffee steam.

The kitchen tile felt freezing under my bare feet.

Bacon grease popped softly in the skillet.

A baby bottle sat warming too long inside a coffee mug filled with hot water.

And my whole body ached with the kind of exhaustion that settles into your bones after too many nights without real sleep.

I had been awake since midnight.

My son was two months old.

Mark’s parents were coming for breakfast at eight.

His mother liked her eggs soft.

His father liked bacon almost burned.

His sister had texted me at 1:17 a.m. to remind me not to over-toast the bread because their mother “hated dry toast.”

Like I was kitchen staff.

Like I was a waitress somebody forgot to tip.

I shifted my son higher against my shoulder.

He made a tiny sighing sound in his sleep.

Milk-sweet breath.

Warm cheeks.

One little fist tangled in my T-shirt.

Then the key scraped against the lock.

Something inside me tightened before I even turned around.

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