She Covered The Bruise For Lunch—Then The Recorder Caught It All-xurixuri

Michael told me to cover the bruise before I had even brushed my teeth.

The bathroom was still cold from the night before, the kind of cold that settles into tile and makes your feet ache when you stand too long.

I was sitting on the edge of the bathtub with my lip split, my left eye swelling, and my hands folded in my lap because I did not trust them to stop shaking.

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The fan hummed above me.

Somewhere outside the bedroom window, a neighbor’s sprinkler clicked across the lawn in steady little bursts.

It sounded too normal.

That was the cruelest part of mornings after something terrible happens.

The world keeps making coffee.

Cars keep backing out of driveways.

Mailboxes keep filling up.

And inside your own house, you are trying to understand how the man sleeping ten feet away from you could close his eyes so easily.

Michael walked into the bathroom freshly showered.

His hair was damp.

His shirt was bright white.

He smelled like cologne and mint toothpaste, like a man heading into a normal day with nothing on his conscience.

On his wrist was the silver watch I had given him on our anniversary.

I remember staring at that watch longer than I stared at his face.

It had taken me three weeks to choose it.

At the time, I thought love meant noticing what someone wanted before he had to ask.

Now he stood in front of me wearing my gift, looking at my swollen face like it was a problem with the lighting.

Then he tossed a velvet makeup bag into my lap.

It hit my knees and slid against my robe.

“You’re going to cover that bruise and smile when my mother gets here,” he said.

For a second, I did not answer.

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