The Christmas Dinner Humiliation That Finally Made Emily Fight Back-xurixuri

By the time I turned onto Emily’s street, my hands were stiff from gripping the steering wheel too hard.

Traffic had been backed up near the highway for almost forty minutes.

I kept glancing at the clock on the dashboard and imagining my sister apologizing to everyone for me arriving late, even though nobody in that family had ever once apologized to her for anything.

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Christmas lights blinked across the neighboring houses in soft reds and greens.

Somewhere down the block, kids were still throwing snow at each other under a streetlamp.

Normal Christmas sounds.

Normal Christmas families.

Emily’s house looked beautiful from outside.

The porch railing was wrapped in garland.

Warm yellow light glowed through the front windows.

A small American flag beside the porch shifted gently in the winter wind.

Anybody driving by would’ve thought the people inside were happy.

Then I heard the laughter.

Loud.

Sharp.

Wrong.

I remember standing there for a second with my hand still on the car door because something in my stomach tightened immediately.

Not fear exactly.

Recognition.

Some people laugh because they’re joyful.

Other people laugh because they’ve decided somebody else in the room deserves humiliation.

I grabbed the grocery bag from my passenger seat and walked toward the front porch.

The second I stepped inside, heat slammed into me from the kitchen.

Butter.

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