The Draft Horse, The Crayon Note, And The Secret In The Sweater-lbsuong

The first thing I remember was the heat.

Not just warm weather.

Heat that came off the farm supply parking lot in waves, bending the air above the asphalt and making every truck windshield shine hard enough to hurt your eyes.

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It was the kind of afternoon when feed bags smelled sweet and sour at the same time, diesel hung low by the loading dock, and even the flies seemed too tired to land anywhere for long.

I had one hand on Goliath’s lead rope and the other resting against his scarred shoulder.

Goliath is my draft horse.

He weighs just over two thousand pounds, stands higher than most people expect anything gentle to stand, and carries old marks from a life he survived before he came to me.

I found him through a rescue after a neglect case outside the county line.

The first time I saw him, he would not let any man stand near his left side.

His shoulder was scarred.

One eye had a cloudy place in it.

His ribs showed through a coat that should have been thick and smooth.

People see him now and call him magnificent, but I still remember the animal who flinched at a raised hand.

Maybe that is why the little girl noticed him.

Maybe hurt recognizes hurt before the rest of us do.

I am a farrier, which means my day usually smells like iron, sweat, hoof dust, leather, and old coffee left too long in a travel mug.

I work under horses for a living.

I know how to keep my voice low.

I know how to watch for a twitch, a shift in weight, the small warning before something dangerous happens.

That afternoon, I was outside the local farm supply store because one of the clerks had called me about a cracked shoe on a mare tied out back.

I had finished the job and was letting Goliath stand in the shade near the entrance while I paid for hoof dressing and a bag of salt blocks.

That was when I heard the man inside.

He was not shouting in the loose, messy way angry people sometimes shout.

He was controlled.

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